Two of my close friends gave me promise.
It is difficult to keep a promise for me.
But I have to.
When they gave it I felt like I am protected by them.
I was so so so so glad.
I was really really really impressed.
Then my heart cried.
I felt thats enough for me.
However,sometimes Im so scared of myself.
I cant throw it my think of death.
and I feel It is getting strong.day by day.
Im so grateful to them.
They are my best friends and like a knights.
Even where I am.